I'm BACK
Wednesday, 21 February 2018 @ 10:16
Hello friends or strangers, idk. But hello.
Is it too late to wish you guys Happy New Year?
Things happened REAL quick and i almost forgot that i had a blog. So, it's 2018. I'm currently doing my internship. It is about 2 months left oh my god time flew so fast! Everything is okay. Except for, i worked at the place where you won't find a woman there. My friends worked at the office while me...... Uhuh. You know what i mean. But that's okay. I learnt so many things. Kind of. I watched them doing their job. I didn't do much because most of those works are not for me. Lol. So i had a small surgery few weeks ago. Sinus thing. So i took a long hospital leaves, is that what we suppose to call it? Um idk. About 3 weeks i believe. And now, i didn't go to work for 3 days.. because of some reason.. But i'll be back to work again tomorrow, don't worry. Because i keep thinking about my future. Lol. I wanna graduate. I want to end my study life perfectly even if things get hard. Wish me luck!
As you guys know, i've been single for so long. About a year or something idk. Those guys from my previous post are not my boyfriends, because my heart couldn't love anyone like i'm not ready for this love thingy. Uhuh, well, guess what, your girl found her love now! Lewls. Well.. he's not a stranger. He's my ex btw. We were together at 2016 and broke up at the same year. And this year, i kinda looked for him, idk. And we talked. Like friends. When i was in the hospital, he came to visit me, aw. Like he's the only person ( a guy ) seemed so concern about my condition that day. And we keep in touch until now. But then something happened.. hehe. Idk, feels like i'm ready to love someone or to be loved by someone. So i kinda love him. No lies. I'm serious. I feel so so happy that finally i could love someone again. I took my time actually to tell him that i love him. We don't rush things. We let things happen. Oh my god. I can't believe this is actually happening in my life right now. Yall know what it feels like when you fall in love. It felt so good.
So.. i'm turning 20 this year. I'm gonna act like i'm a grown ass woman now. I'm not gonna play around. I wanna be serious. Because, i have to think about my freakin future. I wanna love someone with all my heart. I wanna earn money till my life's good. I wanna have my own family. That shit won't happen that easy if i didn't fight for 'em. So i'm gonna do what i have to do. Goodnight!
