Tuesday 8 October 2019 @ 18:00
Tuesday
08 October 2019
Hello guys so it's me again.. i know i didn't write anything for SO LONG. Because i'm living in an adult world now so it's kinda hard for me to find my own time to spend on my blog. And also, my laptop is broken because of my little brother. Idk what he did but i cannot open my laptop. So now i'm currently working at pharmacy. Ikr why on earth am i working at pharmacy since yall know i study about electrical & stuffs. Oklah whatever. So i've been working like almost 2 years. Yes, ALMOST but not yet. I know about medicine like when to take it or whats the function. But not all medicine.. just the basic one. And supplements. I can tell if it is a good supplement or bad supplement. Its not bad, its just not really good. So, there's so many things i wanted to share. About my life. Its getting better. I'm the one that you guys used to know. I used to be like so soft hearted. I can be weak with the one i loved. Well, not today my friends. As i grow older, i learned that i, any girls, shouldn't get sad over some boys because they are not worth it. You'll soon found the right one. Its not that i already found the right one, and im not saying that my boyfriend now is not the one that i wanna spend my whole life with, ****duh**** I'm saying that, if you're like 18 or 19 years old, this is not the right time for you to be worrying about your love life. If you being dumped by someone then that's okay. It's OK to be sad because we all learned for our mistake and be stronger than before. It is just like the reason why it happened because this is like a test for you to improve yourself or to lead you to become a better person. All you have to do is deal with it and be strong. Chin up bitches!
I am currently dating one of my ex boyfriend. I never thought of getting back together with him because idk man... he's the kind of guy who is willing to do ANYTHING for me. I did not appreciate him at first because he's being so good to me so i couldn't like be good to him because i was too blind. I thought we were just end up being friends. Well i guess not, ehek. One day, my heart opened for him. After so many years, i tried to but now, it totally opened for him because i miss him. I never missed him before because like i said, i thought we were just end up being friends but well things changed now. I know i said i love you to so may boys before.. but well i guess i was wrong. That was those days, the day that i couldn't made my own mind. I think i can trust myself now. And i started to love myself little by little. So yeah, i started to love him. Eventhought we kind of fight a lot but he always tell me that he loves me no matter what. And he also knew about my past relationship so he understand why i get so sensitive sometimes.
I am happy with my life. Since i can deal with own problem all by myself now. I can handle things like an adult now. But, my family still has to deal with my “dad issue” since he couldn’t change to a better person. He promised a lot to make us happy again but nah.. i don’t trust any of his words anymore. He also put our family’s life on a stake! Since i knew what he did, i just seemed couldn’t forgive him for what he has done. So now i’m just gonna wait for him to die & my mom will get all of his money to pay all of his unsettled debt and stuffs. I really hate him. Its not because he used to make mistakes back then, it is because he put our lives at stake. I fucking hate him. Ok i gotta go. I have work to do because i’m an adult now 😜 It took 2 days actually to write this because i have so many things to do. Ehek, bye.
p/s: actually im glad i could open up in this blog again. because i almost forgot about me having a blog. shoutout to my boyfriend, because he’s the one who talked about me not writing blog anymore, and that’s why i started to remember. lol i love you bb ucux ♥️
I am happy with my life. Since i can deal with own problem all by myself now. I can handle things like an adult now. But, my family still has to deal with my “dad issue” since he couldn’t change to a better person. He promised a lot to make us happy again but nah.. i don’t trust any of his words anymore. He also put our family’s life on a stake! Since i knew what he did, i just seemed couldn’t forgive him for what he has done. So now i’m just gonna wait for him to die & my mom will get all of his money to pay all of his unsettled debt and stuffs. I really hate him. Its not because he used to make mistakes back then, it is because he put our lives at stake. I fucking hate him. Ok i gotta go. I have work to do because i’m an adult now 😜 It took 2 days actually to write this because i have so many things to do. Ehek, bye.
p/s: actually im glad i could open up in this blog again. because i almost forgot about me having a blog. shoutout to my boyfriend, because he’s the one who talked about me not writing blog anymore, and that’s why i started to remember. lol i love you bb ucux ♥️
