Friday, 4 November 2016 @ 06:57
Hello there!
So i am now is on exam week, it started
two days ago & now there's only 2 papers left! Wish me luck guys hehehe.
Btw, i want to apologise for my past posts because the font is changing.
Actually im using georgia but then i realised that im using the other font
which i forget which one is it. So after i changed to the "unknown
font" um the size & the font wont change to the way i wanted so idk
how to fix it so i hope you guys understand if you sees it. I don't want you to
think that my posts are ugly & plus im talking abt my silly life so maybe u
guys don't really enjoy it. But, i like to share my life. And i like to talk
about things. I used to have diary before i started blogging. But then i am too
lazy to write anymore because it uses a lot energy hahaha. But fyi, i still
have a diary. I bought it last year but the whole book is like still empty. I
mean, there's a few story i write. The important things that i wanted to
remember.
Um so btw, i decided to change my
course. I guess. I am study electrical engineering right now, but my heart
& my soul are not in that course so i don't really like to study more about
it because i'm not interested. I started to study about it is because my mom
asked me to because i have a trouble of studying. I think its called lazy. And
my memory can't afford to keep complicated things such as chemistry, bio, and
something like that. But at least i tried. But then, few days ago, my family
and i sent my older sister to the airport because she studies in Egypt. Before
that, i wanted you guys to know that my first ambition is, to be a stewardess.
YES. But at first my mom won't let me idk why. Maybe it is because they don't
wear scarfs. I think so la kan. And i told my mom again about it right after we
sent my sister to the airport & guess what.... she agreed with me yayyyy!
Omg i am so happy. But my mom wants me to be at the ground level, the
ticketing job, i guess. But i wanted to flyyyy to every country in this world.
So idk how to be a stewardess. Still working on it. Please you guys, pray for
me. Its my future. I really wanted to be a stewardess since i was a kid. My
other sister said that Qatar Airways accept those who wears scarf & im
gonna wait for the interview. Idk, my sister also helping me to get my dream
job hehehe. Thank god. Because her friend been to the stewardess interview
& idk if she's did it or not.
About my love life.. idk. Im tired to
think about this stuff. Because all i get is heart broken. But sometimes, im
happy. But sometimes i don't. He made me feels confused. Idk if he's still love
me or not. Because actually we decided to wait for each other. I'm waiting for
him to fix himself for me. Yes, it takes time. But im not sure i can faced all
those pain, alone. I love him so so much...... more than anything. But whatever
it is, if we're meant to be together, then we will. That's all what i can say.
I'm gonna stop fighting for him. Because im scared of losing him again, and im
tired of hurting. I wanted to be free. That's all. Hm..
